Wednesday - Cloudy and now rainy
A horrible, horrible day.
F took today off work today and "graced" me with his presence. He was a huge jerk all day, wouldn't let me get on with the stuff that I needed and wanted to do, and kept whining about wanting to go to the new aquarium.
With my workshop coming up next week, I really wanted to get a lot of work done, but I wasn't able to do it. I have no wish to go to the aquarium…yes, it is new, but so what? He would say that he'd go by himself, I'd tell him that was fine and then he'd get mad at me.
This basically went on all day.
I scanned my cards from last night then ran them to the post office. While I was there I deposited some of my coins and also bought some new stamps. Yay me.
After I came home I tried to talk to F but only made it worse. He is annoyed that I never go to bed before midnight (actually he said 10:00pm) and that I don't get up with him in the morning. But honestly, why should I? All the TV that I like to watch is on after 10:00pm, and I'm a night owl.
I am now in the process of deciding what I want to do.
I took myself out for a cheap and not great dinner tonight too. I went cheaper than yesterday. I don't want to spend all of my money before my break.
Neither of us talked to each other after I came back. I am just heartsick. I don't understand what is wrong with us. We had such a lovely weekend, really lovely, and the week has been just awful.
That's it for me. I can't write anymore. Tomorrow I hope he'll go back to work and leave me in peace. Night.