Wednesday - Cloudy
Not much better today…
I went to be quite early for me last night, a bit after 1 am. I woke up this morning when F’s alarm went off. He was up before me but I had to make a washroom run so he knew I was up too. I wasn’t spoken to, but the lights in the living room were turned on, as was the TV. When he left a few minutes later I got up. He’d turned off the DVR, but left the TV on, probably by mistake. Good thing I got up. I ended up staying up after that.
I had my breakfast and tea over The X-Files and even did my exercising early this morning. F didn’t come back at all during the day, however. He had an out of town driving assignment.
During the day I worked on part of the area around my computer. It was sorely in need of a declutter/throwout, and it got one today. I filled up two small garbage bags, I’ll probably have to get up and take them out tomorrow.
I didn’t watch a lot of TV in the daytime, I just didn’t feel like it. I did have a nice lunch by myself though.
When F came home it was a bit late. He did respond when I said hello, but didn’t talk to me. I asked if he wanted dinner, he didn’t speak to me. He went to the kitchen and made his own ramen and then ate it. When he was done, I reheated my pulled pork and had that. Mine was really nice. There’s still enough for me for tomorrow, so I’ll probably have it again. I don’t mind really.
Basically, I was ignored for most of the night. At one point the noise level was quite high as he had both the TV on and the computer on making noise. I decided to just ignore it as much as possible.
I was cold so changed into my pyjamas and then did up the household garbage. I wonder if I have to take that one out tomorrow too.
A little before 11 I told F that I wanted to watch something so moved over to the couch with my crochet and watched Scandal. It is so deliciously over the top that it actually cheered me up. A bit.
When it was over I asked F if he wanted to watch anything but he was rude and a bit scary when he shouted “NO”. I left the room and he turned on the TV anyway, but it went off soon enough. He’s gone to bed now but still seems mad at me. I’m not sure how long this silent angry treatment is going to last. I’m quite over it.
That’s about it for me. It’s almost 1 am and I’m thinking about going to bed. This kind of atmosphere in our apartment makes me so tired for some reason and I just feel like sleeping for a long time.
Tomorrow I’m hoping to get out of the apartment for a bit and also that there’ll be some kind of breakthrough. Who knows? Come on back and I’ll tell you what I can. Until tomorrow….