Monday - Hot and Sunny, rainy at night
What happened to my day?
I got up early this morning, had my overnight oats and some tea and then watched a bit of telly in the morning. I ended up snoozing for a bit and when I woke up I had a sore throat. Ouch.
I did my usual morning things and when F came home talked to him about a book I had ordered. We got things sorted out I think and then he went back to work.
I spent the rest of the afternoon at home and hoped to go out for a bit, but as usual I just didn’t leave the apartment. Sigh. When F called to say he was coming home I started working on the salad. It was quite a nice one, and I had a big lettuce to wash and a few ingredients to prepare.
When he arrived, I was almost done and the table was set. He didn’t seem in a bad mood or anything. I told him that I was ready for him to come to the table and he just went off on me. He wasn’t going to come and eat and that was that. So, I ate. I had a couple of bowls of very nice salad then put the leftovers away for tomorrow. At least I’ll have something for lunch and or dinner tomorrow night.
F was deep, deep into his news and Olympics coverage so I grabbed my phone and went out. I just walked over to the local McDonalds and had a drink and a sundae, but it was so good to just get out of the apartment. I read a bit of my book and just vegged a little.
When I finished my ice cream and my drink I walked home again. The only thing that has been said to me the whole time was about the air conditioner, which I ignored. I personally don’t like it on that much because F always cranks it too high. Since my desk is under the AC, I get all the “benefit” of it. Usually I’m so cold I want to put on my shrug or something.
So I’m not sure what I have done to deserve this latest round of idiocy. I have the more-than-sneaking suspicion that it is more about him and less about me, but I am so annoyed with him right now. I spend a lot of time trying to come up with nice meals for us and I usually clear them with him in the store so I don’t think it is the food. I think that he probably had a bad day and needed someone to take it out on. Good thing I’m here for that, isn’t it?
Anyway, I may go to bed early tonight as emotional crap like this always tires me out…or I might not go to bed at all! Ha! Tune in later or not as you see fit. Until tomorrow….