August 21, 2022

Sunday - Hot and sunny


I woke up at my usual time this morning, then went back to sleep. Didn’t seem to be a reason why I shouldn’t.  F wasn’t there for much of the time.


I got up around 11 and was up for a little while. I wasn’t spoken to at all so I decided to go back to bed. I had dressed, I was now in shorts and a t-shirt. I slept for another couple of hours, then got up again. F also seemed to be awake then. I was going to ask him if he’d take me out before 3 pm, but he didn’t move. A few minutes before 3 he finally asked if I’d like to go out. I told him I would like him to drop me off at a certain restaurant, which he did. 


I went into Cocos and had a fairly nice, if late lunch. I had a baked potato and a chicken steak. Of course, I added on drink bar as I was horribly dehydrated. 


I stayed in the restaurant a really long time. Finally, I decided that I had to shake a leg so I paid and then walked over to the shopping area across the street. On my way to the hundred yen shop, I saw F’s car. Hmm. There was no message from him. That’s okay. 


I did a big tour of the hundred yen shop but didn’t feel like buying anything then. I left. When I came out, the car was gone. Oh well. I went into the drugstore and did a bit of a tour. I saw a few things that I wanted to buy, so I did. I noticed that F had texted me five minutes beforehand and said that he was waiting for me in the Cocos parking lot. I texted him back and said that I was in the drugstore and I’d pay for my things and meet him outside. I paid and went outside. No F. I texted him to see if I had to go back to Cocos. No answer. I walked back to Cocos. No F. I finally called him. No answer. I decided to walk somewhere else, but then F called me. He said he was now back at the house and couldn’t answer the phone because he was driving. Hmm. It is a valid reason, although he must have left just after he texted me. I asked him to come back and pick me up, which he did.


We went back to the house and stayed there for a long time. I didn’t bother talking to anyone and they didn’t bother talking to me. I did ask F at one point if he was going to buy food for him and his mother for tomorrow. He said he was sick and couldn’t do it just then. Around 9 pm he asked me if I wanted to go out. I told him I did. 


When we got to the grocery store, he came in with me. I don’t think he understood that I am not planning on cooking tomorrow. I grabbed a basket and I suggested that he get one too. He didn’t understand until I spelled it out for him. I told him that I wasn’t going to cook for him or his mother tomorrow so HE had to go and get food for himself and his mother. I was there to get food for MYSELF. He threw an F and left. He went back to the car. I followed him to make sure that he wasn’t going to just leave me there. He said he wouldn’t. 


I did my shopping. I grabbed a few things for lunch and my dinner for the next couple of days. I went back to the car. I got in, and then F went into the shop. He was gone a while, but not as long as I was. Oh well.


When he came back, we came back to the house. I put my stuff away, heated up my dinner and came upstairs with it. I had a pretty quiet night. I did watch Project Runway at 11:00 but I turned off the TV when it finished. I did a bit of my crochet during the show. It’s growing fairly well, which is nice. 


Around midnight, I went downstairs and washed the dish and the cutlery I used. I came back upstairs and started blogging. 


I’m quite sure that F has no idea why I’m angry with him. I find it really strange that at no point has he asked me what is wrong. That’s on him though.


Tomorrow I’m not sure what I’m going to get up to. I’m debating going out or just staying in and getting things in order. You may have to come back later and find out what I get up to. Until tomorrow….

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