Saturday - Sunny but windy
Today started badly and never got any better I’m sad to say.
I woke up when F’s alarm went off this morning. He’d already left the room. I thought I turned it off, but it rang again a few minutes later. I think I got it off then. I managed to sleep a little more and then F came into the room and left noisily. I finally got back to sleep…had to get up and went downstairs. I tried to sleep again and managed for a while. F grabbed my broom and swept the stairs. He came into the room and tried to get friendly but it didn’t really work on me. He started to talk about lunch places and started talking about food that didn’t impress me. I went downstairs, came back to the room and sat down at my computer to take my daily medicine and he went off on me. I wasn’t ready to go and he wanted to leave right away. He was going to go and leave me and eat what he wanted to eat. I was trying to take my meds and then I planned to get dressed, it would only take a couple of minutes. F was quite worked up by now and I have no idea what he was on about. Finally, I just told him that he should go and make himself happy. He stormed out.
I was dressed a couple of minutes later and went to check if he had left. He had.
I had some toast and then came back up to the room. I ate my toast in the living room. K was away, F was out…why not?
F hadn’t returned by 2 pm so I decided that I would go out. I grabbed my purse and left. I caught the 2:25 bus and went downtown. I went to Doutor and had a sandwich and a cup of decaf. I stayed in the mall for a while. I bought a few things in case I didn’t get dinner later.
I could have waited a bit longer to catch the more direct bus back to the house, but I caught the second last bus. I was the only passenger on the bus for the entire time I was on the bus. I got back to my stop, got off the bus and walked to the house.
I let myself in and went upstairs. F’s car was outside so I knew he was around, but I had no idea where. I went and turned on my water pot and opened up my computer and spent some time there. It was a few minutes before 6 when F came in the room and was surprised to see me. He didn’t know I had come back. That surprised me because I didn’t exactly hide. He unfortunately wasn’t very nice, and to be fair, neither was I. He stormed off and disappeared for a couple of hours.
I went downstairs after a couple of hours to see if he’d take me out and there he was sitting at my spot of the dining table with a huge pile of dirty dishes in front of him. I asked him if that meant they’d eaten already. He said it had, so I thanked him for inviting me to join them.
Twenty minutes later F came upstairs and gave me an onigiri. That was supposed to be my dinner. Thanks, but no thanks. I took it, thanked him mildly and then when he seemed settled on his side of the bed, I went down and made my dinner. I heated up some frozen pasta and had that. I added on some stuff from the fridge and then heated up a couple of my mincemeat tarts and had them.
I came back up to the room and turned on the TV. I watched the end of The Flash and then FBI. I turned off the TV after that.
F and I haven’t talked to each other in hours which is good. I have no idea why he was such a stupid idiot earlier in the day. He was supposed to go to the doctor this morning after his mother left for her daycare thing, but he chose to clean his fish tank instead. He isn’t getting a medal for that from me. I didn’t want any part of his fish tank, I have told him our entire marriage that I didn’t want any, so I don’t know why he is messing around with them. He’s spending so much time and money on them and I don’t know why.
Anyway, that’s about it for me. I’ve had a pretty crap day today. If I’m not here tomorrow night, I’ve most likely gone off to spend a night or two away. I’ll turn up sometime soon.
Come back later if you want and hear if my weekend got any better. Until next time….
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